nothing gold can stay

Its juz amazing seeing how fast things are forgotten and treated as if nothing has happened before.. Liming's gotten a step further to maturity.. lolz.. but seriously, it has been a good experience, and of coz a good lesson learnt..

Thought alot before going to slp last night. Wished i cud pen my thoughts down. But, i cant seem to remember the sequence and train of thoughts. I planned my whole entry, but its all gone after a night's rest.. sigh.. only left broken bits and pieces scattered all over..

Let's try pieceing it together.. like the 1000 jigsaw puzzle done in 2 days.. it looks beaUtiFuL now.. too bad it isn't for me..

The world out there seems so complicated and unpredictable.. it seems that things seems to be more and more complicated as we grow older.. where's all the simplicity and innocence everybody had in primary school.. it seems dat wadeva we do now, there always seem to be a hidden agenda behind every action.. every step that we take muz be carefully planned and thought of.. (pessimistism in action again) aiya, i duno what am i talking about..

Remember this poem?

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
-- Robert Frost

i don't know why am i quoting this.. but sidetracking a little, i miss the lit lessons we had with mdm sharifah and the carefree sec2 days.. (i take back my word.. since its only sec4 that i know yOu (better).. thx for that special entry.. =) u almost make me cry.. but it did made me feel better.. at least i know there r ppl who love and care for me around.. wasnt really feeling upset or wad.. (: juz some random thoughts lah..liming being her weird usualself.. thinking and saying things which are linkless; a.k.a no link.. haha.. though it certainly make it seem like sth dreadful or disastrous juz happened.. lolz)

haiy, im stuck at home again today.. left alone to rot in that small corner of my room .. u promised to go out somehow.. but it seems impossible now (it rhymes!) okae okae, getback to work.. physics.. actually i seriously wonder if i rmb wad ive been studying the past few days.. as in the bits and pieces.. wad if i forget everything.. choi.. but, it neva seems to stay fresh in my head.. oh well.. but its still fresher den those that ive yet to touch on months ago right.. ok, ciao!