i really duno if im doing the right thing.. =/ sometimes things seem to be soo wrong.. arggh

i tink i very lousy.. i tink i sound horrible.. argh so much for practising.. haiy.. wads wrong with me?? i tried.. but it juz didnt turn out the way i want it to be.. how i want it to sound like.. issit that my expectations too hight again?? but i doubt so..

s-papers.. yes ? no? bio olympiad has given me enough trouble le.. shud i juz take and see if i like it or not first den if cannot den drop?? but it make me feel like so irresponsible like tat.. do things do halfway.. maybe i shud juz forget it and conc on my 4 a lvl subj, not forgetting GP.. to me, its like, 4 normal A level subj oredi cant cope aka do well le.. den how to do well with S paperS? indecisive liming again.. i tot i shud have gone for ogl interview after all..

shant tink about it.. tml last day of sch! can at least take a break.. and den.. move on again..
anywaes, get well soon kev.. 2nd time ive been to the hosp within such a short period of time.. wudnt want to go in there again.. comparing the hosp i went to last time.. i tink i was rather fortunate.. oh well.. impt thing is to treasure those ppl around u..