finallly a short break from studying studying studing the past few days.. (weeks.. months..)
it's down to tHREE papers.. (yess.. when some have probably ended theirs)


i guess there's lots to think about after A's.. theres so many things on my mind now that i want to sort it out but, i guess i juz have to hold it there for a week more. there's so many things i plan to do, and others plan for mE to do..


so i most prob wun ever touch math and physics ever again.


sometimes i'll juz feel that im always comparing myself with others.. its like unknowingly.. its not exactly bad coz you need competition to improve (right?) but i always associate it negatively.. asdkjhniwenfk.. im toking nonsense again.

i wonder when i'll grow up.. and when sOMe people grow up..


i wonder if i'll miss my jc days.. even though we are always foreva n eva complaining about studying., i tink i will.. its when i can the excuse that i need to study to like not go some where or do something that i dun want.


things seem different after A's. theres so much to tink about. besides juz studying.. (you know, how people use to say that all you neeed to do now is juz focus on A levels and study.)


ok, why am i saying all these when mine isnt over yet?


haiz.. ok ok study study.