i'm feeling so lethargic.. haven take afternoon naps for ages..

i typed a rather long entry the other day at the shop when i was bored.. but the laptop died and my entry wasn't saved. =(

lazy to retype the entry.. a short summary of it wud be about my work and future plans..

i've been coming home like 10+ everyday w/o fail no matter how hard i try..
bored but tired i guess..
i feel like i've spent v lil time at home, but now that im home today, it seem tat there isnt much to do at home either..

back to i dunoo wad i want to do next time.. wad job am i looking for? one which pays alot? or more of experience? wad do i want to study in uni? its been close to a month and i've yet to decide on anything. can somebody juz answer those questions for me? (though i know its not possible) i'm such a lazy person. can somebody force me to think about my future and of coz, giv me time to think as well?
grow up, liming!
its the first time i've flipped the classified ads and im really amused by some job advertisements. waiteress? i'd like to try, but it certainly not goin to be my permanent job and it doesnt pay very well. shud i juz call n check out for the fun of it? teacher?? i cant imagine standing in front of a class and teaching them! (confidence, liming!) bank related? which is = to i duno wad too.. shud i ask my aunt? like so awkward n random to her.. anywae, this guy opposite to the shop i'm at so weird lah, after working there for like 10 days? he suddenly come over and ask wads my name n tok to me.. anywae, the main point is he oso ask me wad m i going to do? to quote him in english "stuck here in the shop for half a year?" when i told him sch only starts in july..
(ok, i tink i'm the only person who understands wad im toking about)

so,how how? its like almost 3 weeks since end of A's.. i felt like i haven done anything fruitful.. ok, except meeting up wiv pp that i promised to meet up wiv.. all the birthday/farewell/xmas gifts idea have yet to be fulfilled (theres this phrase i wanna use but i cant rmb) tat reminds me of gP. haizzz whenever i tink of results, my heart skipped a beat (drama drama.. ) and i'll juz cross my fingers n hope for the best.. its soo, unpredictable. like sometimes u can gage (?) how u fare and expect sth.. my predictions are often inaccurate so i duno wad grades to expect.. it coincides with my worries about wad to study in uni. wad if i do well? wad if i dun do well? my plans wud be different le rite? i feel like walking one step and counting one step (zhou yi bu suan yi bu) but i guess we're often taught to plan ahead too rite.. talk's about finding jobs, signing up for driving theory tests on wed night made me feel like im living in a world of my own and yet so not independent. its like all this didnt even cross my mind..

oh yah, i suddenly miss wearing tj uniform n schooling days.. roaming abt in the all-so-familiar tj sch compound wiv my group of frenz..