stressed. indecisive.guillible. troublesome. easily influenced. unsure.

everybody's telling me different things. im stressed even before i start work. maybe i shouldnt ask for any opinion in the first place. but den, i'll feel so lost/scared that i'll regret/kena cheated. everything would be alright if im more decisive. yes means yes. no means no. not, let me think first.. shud i? shud i not?

A tells me that i should find a job in what i want to do next time.
B tells me to go for what i want, but be open to other choices.
C tells me that it's not easy to find job. You're the one who's looking for job and not the other way round. The employer can always find other people to replace you.
D tells me that if its ok i should juz go for it.. maybe den i'll stop complain about being jobless.

the problem is, if i myself duno wad i want.. nobody can help me..

i've rejected the receptionist at lawfirm one. the admin staff at redhill. temp promotor at Parkway Parade/Tampines. recruitment agent. admin asst at some electronics company which has gd pay n working hours n location.

maybe i shud juz be a good daughter n work for my mum.
but i'm not the sales kinda person!!!
ppl will most prob convince me that they shudnt be buying it rather than the other way round.

conclusion: i should juz keep studying.