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i wish i could pen my thoughts down.. but, its like so messy up there dat i duno wads going on and how to express it..

i think, im so not into the band scene. as in, to even know abt it and wat more be in it.. i seem to be living in a world of my own in twe. i wonder how i survived and how i made it to tjcsb.. its like i neva even heard of tjcsb until i stepped into tjc? like, so hopeless.. ive never heard of anything about any other band, those really good players, conductors and all.. wad's going on in my life den ar? hmm.. i totally have no idea.. maybe perhaps, internal band politics which i shant give examples..

im so.. a frog in a welll..

where do i see myself ten yr's down the road? (this sentence sounds weird)
who will i be?

i've no idea..

would you wanna be a professor, musician or doctor.. or juz a teacher, salesperson and all?
would you want to be a quiet person who does his/her job and nobody notices or somebody whom which everybody knows and talk about?

i think my basis of comparison seems abit wrong.. i dunoo.. but, you get wad i mean.. right?

i still remember vividly the first lesson mrs lim taught us was to learn to grab opportunities where she gave out popular vouchers?