teksin!!!!!!!!!

i feel sick. my nose's running like nobody business and my stomach feels weird weird weird.

i heard that my pw mate's coming to my house for PW. i regret agreeing.. my room's in a mess!!! more like my sis's table area. argh..

ydae was crap. pure crappy. went with neem n gang to metro sales at expo.. happily bought one pair of slippers which gave me blisters on the way home.. like ouCh.. maybe i shud have juz stick to sports shoes, bcoz i cant not run/walk fast when travelling from place to place..

den was terror.. okie, not TAT bad.. but juz STRESSSSS!!!! ive no idea why on earth i agreed to come and LISTEN to the alumni play when ive already got a gut feeling the we'll end up playing.. at first everybody refuse to play.. den in the end, all happily take out their instru leaving poor liming stoning at a corner.helpless.. she doesnt want to play aLONE!! like with teksin there.. wiv no yr1s anywhere near me..

thank god they were nice and so he sat down n played with me while another guy conducts.. i gave him all the first parts to play =x and only played when he plays.. wa sianz damn stress lah.. thank god i relaxed after a few songs at west side story coz we played that in TWE b4.. memories.. den.. the last horror.. Festive overture.. like, ive neva heard it b4 (frog in the welll u see..) , hopeless at sightreading.. especiallly cut time.. and wadeva not.. hardly played anything until page 4 or 5? and den, comes the solo? im so glad he sang the part. i guess he realised that ive not been playing and wud most prob miss that part.. in conclusion, embarrassed embarassed embarrassed. shall work hard on my horn. i think, i muz get used to playing alone and in small groups.. its not like twe where theres like 11, 12 horns?? no more hidin ugly tone and rhythmic errors..

(i tink i made him sound so scary n all.. lolz. but he's nice lah..)

enough said.. on to I AND R.